Yesterday was my weigh in day and I lost 3 pounds this last week. Best loss in a long time. Last monday was the first time I came away from a weekend with a loss instead of a gain. I am not quite so hopeful this Monday cause I have already eaten more than usual today AND my mom is making sugar cookies!!!!! I have had 2 and I am going to try my hardest to not have anymore but man oh man it is soooooo difficult.
I also have to say that I had a bad stuck incident. A day or two after thanksgiving I was eating some tri tip and I ate too fast and ended up kneeled down over toilet. It was not fun at all. I had another incident but not as bad as this one. I guess that means my band is about right huh.
I am starting to get comments on my appearance, usually at church when I am dressed up. Here is a pic of me last sunday.
I did feel pretty good that day.
Oh my gosh.......... I have to tell you what just happened. Here I am sitting in my room and my mom comes in holding a plate and looks at me and says "Sweety.....You have lost 55 pounds and I just want to tell you how proud I am of you." and she proceeds to tilt the plate and show me a huge sugar cookie heart she baked for me. OHH MY GOSH. I smiled and said thank you. Am I the only one who thinks this is totally twisted? My husand comes out of the bathroom and looks at the cookie. I told him what she said and he said "here, I will take it" and I said no, i wouldnt want to hurt her feelings so he offered to eat half. Here it is
I managed to consume 1/3 of it before my son saved me from myself.
Every day is a struggle to make the right decisions. I will have to make up for the ones I made today. I know that and I will have to live with that. I can and will and I am not going to beat myself up for it.
Have a good one people!