Yesterday I went to the women's conference and it was great. I met a nice girl from that church and we hit it off real well. I could really use a friend so I am hoping this will turn into a good friendship. She sat a few chairs down from me and we shared tissue and chatted. She doesn't have a weight problem and I couldn't help but be very envious of how she could cross her legs. Man oh man how I wish I could do that. I have never been able to do that. Well, except for several years ago but I would have to basically sit on one butt cheek, lean over and then kinda hold my knee........very sexy look. haha . Yeah, so that is one of my skinny goals. I will have to make a post just about skinny goals, but later.
So I am excited. This week the doctor has to call me, no doubt about it. Then I will have to make an appointment to meet surgeon in San Diego, which is little less than 2 hour drive. Nice drive though, I dont mind it.
I have also made a goal to get my big butt back to the gym. Did I mention that I have a bubble butt?? yeah, I have always had a big butt................ Ok, back to thought. I am making the goal to get to the gym 3 times this week. I might just get on eliptical or walk but I dont know about the weights yet. I am so out of shape. aarrgghh! I need courage to get back dear friends. I am going to be so scared walking in there. Sounds stupid but I know I am not the first to be intimidated.
So here is to an exciting new week. I hope you all are doing well. I love reading your blogs. I think I am hooked on blogging. Keep it up friends!
I was kind of intimidated when I went back to the gym, but I picked a gym with a lot of people doing the same things I was (overweight, looking to get healthy...no crazy muscle shirts or anything :P) and I realized there wasn't anything to be scared of! You will do great so don't worry about a thing!
ReplyDeleteAlso, I remember when I first started being able to cross my legs (that was always a source of insecurity for me), it was a great feeling. You will get there girl!!
You'll be crossing those legs in no time! I know how you feel about the going to the gym, though. I'm thinking about joining Curves when I get my tax return, and maybe it'll help that it's an all-woman gym. :) Just a little food for thought!
ReplyDeleteLOL! That is one of my skinny goals too. Or to be able to just sit comfortably. I work out at home with weights and an elliptical because of time and three kids but I used to go to a gym and I totally understand!
ReplyDeleteI hate going to the gym, I find it intimidating too...I always think people are looking at me and making comments in their head like 'ya, you BETTER be working out at the gym!!!"
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