My mom came home from the doctors and store with some goodies and announced that she was making biscuits and gravy tomorrow morning. I love her biscuits and gravy but lord have mercy, she knows I do not need them. I do not want to paint a picture of my mom as a crazy, heartless woman.........really I dont and she isnt. Please understand that I am venting here so I wont take any anger or frusteration out on her. I have had to deal with her illness' and dozens and dozens of trips to the ER, so I really need to find a safe place to vent. Yesterday was a great day. I had a cleaning job that I am very proud of and wasnt hungry but only snacked on Special K crackers. Of course last night I ended up eating some cereal and a salad. This morning I thought I would check and see how well I did and hop on the scale.....well, hop....no, dont want to break it but the crazy scale said I gained 2. I am hoping that it is water weight, I think it is. So here I am faced with tomorrow. We usually go to Carl's after church and now an unhealthy breakfast too.......uuughhhh, I just cant do it. I also know that if I do in fact turn it down, which wont be too hard in the morning, there will be some left over and later that night I will be facing it all alone. It will sit in the fridge taunting me.
I will fight it, I will. Hope you all have a great rest of the weekend.