I am leaving for a woman's retreat in about an hour. I am experiencing all sorts of emotions. I am really looking forward to the speaker and becoming closer to God but I have to tell you I am also very stressed out. Without going into details I will say that someone in the group (thankfully not in my cabin) are no longer close and being in this close proximity to her will be very difficult for me. For her too I imagine. We used to be friends. I made the mistakes. I am trying to become a better person. Last I heard we are in van going up to retreat together. I guess the hard part is pretending to everyone else that everything is ok and normal. I guess that is all I will say.
I am doing my best to not let my emotions get to me and lead to emotional eating. I will have my Ativan handy. As much as I look forward to the events of this weekend I also look forward to getting back home. I have much to do to get going on my new business venture......house cleaning.
I hope everyone will have a great weekend. If you are a praying soul please say one for me. I will be back Sunday night and have lots to read (blogs). Love you all and welcome to my new followers. I will follow you too.